Good morning Sunshine ~

Our awareness-of-life in relation to our awareness of the life we-live is the key, yet the key is like the mirror looking into the infinity of mirrors. Funny huh . . yea, funny huh . . the key to what?

Seeing life in a new light . .  or a new mirror or reflection ~ 

For 8 months, in this last year, a growing snowball of relative-hell, left me bewildered and broken. After 6 and a half months I succumbed, AGAIN, to a habitual-wanting of a softer, easier way (((in my perception of the life I should be living . . 

Then all hell broke loose in hell, and at tornado speed. It ended with shattered notions of who I was supposed to be, how I was supposed to see me in my life, my need ro learn true gratitude and so on. "Sick sister", cops, LL humble&UNwilling to go to another homeless shelter, don't give a shit about life again, and my children step up to the plate to help. 

The journey of a lifetime search, for me, has ended with a beautiful outcome from an entirely different solution. Ahhh ~ seeing the pieces to the emerging puzzle, while it forms, fascinates&excites my inner desire to see spiritual-evolution flourish with continual awareness. 

May the great mystery make sun rise in your heart ~

Always ~ LL  
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