Sunday, June 29, 2014

S.M.I.L.E. #4 ~

Seeing, hearing, smelling . . such barbaric, sense-less, greedy, self-righteous behaviors; Monsanto-like crap right before our eyes; endless, senseless abuse or slaughtering of our planet's beautiful creatures (in the house, outta the house, in youR backyard, someonE-Else's-Yard   ("eeeey"), or abroad . .) 

. . and abuse of planetary resources; the pharmaceutical&media-Industry, same-awareness-on-death prevailing, same bureaucratic-pecking-order, same  whatever.  

People pleading, "why why why?" This is exactly the way it is right now. "SSDD", I LOVE this one. I'm not claimin' this great little acronym ~

We all must, and can, begin to admit: the unraveling-of-our-genetics ("uooog") reveals  our frying-pan (reality) is getting-hot. We're all in it, so we're all responsible for life today. Nothing in man's behavior is any different than it's always been demonstrated ~ in one form or other.

Frog in the frying pan? Basically, peoples native to our continent believe a frog being a water-relative creature, reveals our ability to cleanse our spirit's character as seen in releasing tears as a metaphor. Because then we become in tune with our soul ~ which in my humble-opinion, is the entirity of all spirits. Does this make sense to you?

People enjoying destruction of lesser-creatures in their blind-eyes; families that keep passing on unawareness of the bigger-picture they don't understand, or SEE; control-issues, control-issues, control-issues . .

Who has time for dissecting this? Well the ones that have it do it ~ yea?

Is this the "good and evil" I mumbled after "waking" from a relatively-short coma? Several days later I must have been trying to write (pages of scribble on the lines), so deeply absorbed and focused while strapped to a wheel-chair 25+ years ago. I was "not of right mind".

Yet I'm convinced my heart-intelligence knew I'd eventually do what I had to, to survive for love and communication. I had SO much to learn (I'm already connected with what I'd need) to accelerate my awareness. I needed to be humbled; I needed to see my-own-self-judgment; I needed to see expectations; I needed to SEE me, myself, and I; and I needed to learn love and communication within me first.
 
But do we honestly SEE the behaviors the majority of us humans have been, now, genetically ever so slowly, programed to accept (from our-individual-society)? Our pasts are riddled with this same-society-crap-different-day. Oldder countries just handle it differently. 

Attachment to ego? SOO many of us can't accept our-selves, because we don't want to see that which we've become (talking as a species takes some individual pressure off huh?). Takes all the pressure off those that still have an ego-separateness. Ooooo, it should be a "dirty-word".

All, no matter how great our life, need to see within ourselves. We still perceive life with only mind-consciousness (that can't feel the need to realize we are evolving away from being One-With-Life: OWL ~ interesting).

Owl-medicine reveals the essence of true wisdom which others cannot see.

The proof is in the pudding, and I'm talking collective-consciousness is the pudding. It knows no bounds in the ethers (energy surrounding our planet). This is what so many people can't and won't accept until it's proven to them somehow. And sadly a lot of humans won't/can't see beyond their own field.

Sport taking animals: chasing, and conquering the smallest to the beastliest for the ego-status (further separating us from the connectedness of one) has been a way of life humans have accepted since recorded-history. 

I'm having such challenges dealing with the ego of the mentally-blind-spirits among us. Oh such a wonder-to-wittness, as us Americans continue to be blind to being no different really, only more magnified, from our ancestors. 

I'm hanging out my "shingle": Spiritual-Process-Investigations. Yes, together we are doing just that. I'm very open to communication, and I will invite you, once again, to write jaw.on.the.river@gmail.com   Ironically the address is a metaphor of sorts with initials and Siddhartha-thinking. We don't bite off heads, we don't belittle or bemean any person willing to speak (or write :) ~

Just do it; you'll feel lightened enough to be glad you did, or do ~

Always ~ LL 

Thursday, June 26, 2014

~ S.M.I.L,E. #3 ~

We sense confusion, or lack of understanding of what's meant by "going deeper", especially when someone can't acknowledge any need to expand their own awareness. What more can I say than my story? I was SO far from silent-wisdom (actions speak louder than words right?). Deeper awareness is intuition without doubt. 

And if there's nothing to cure with human-evolution, why should any of us care if all's well within our-own field? Because we're one in a huge collective-consciousness of unawareness to what nature-spirit means. We don't recognize the heart-separation from each other and all life on earth any longer. The worst part is knowing how many couldn't care less.

Nature-spirit: the silent-wisdom running through every living thing.

Mankind has taken  itself waaaay toooo seriously simply because our brains control our actions so well. That doesn't make you stop and wonder? Anyone out there care enough to stand-up and speak in conversation in writing? We're not the wizard behind the curtain folks.

Always ~ LL




Monday, June 23, 2014

~ S.M.I.L.E. #2 ~

Magic-in-life occurs everywhere; just like the thousands of lightening-strikes  occurring simultaneously somewhere, at all times, scattered over our planet.

The magic we can become aware of is happening relative to OO-ILE. Why would I say that? Because we each have our energy-field in which our subconscious-self picks-ups, or SEE's that which is meant for us to witness.

Let me begin with an example that began my final trek along my path that had yet to become my TRAIL (truly-realized-awareness-in-life). I go into far more detail in "Raven-Ravine". I'd been gliding alone in a life I assumed I'd live for the remainder of my days.

My second-husband, my daughter, and I got our first dog as a rescued puppy. He brought immense enjoyment to our lives, and became, what I later saw as the catalyst for a series of life-changing events compounded one-after-another. This dog had to be euthanized after an unbelievable string of coincidences.

Two weeks prior to "the accident", this dog, Dukey, had altered the walking path we'd worn around around 18 acres of property we rented. I followed him and he went to a tree and started casually digging a hole. We'd walk that way everyday and spend time sitting and "just-being". Dukey and I even had the immense pleasure of sleeping under the stars, moon, and that tree before life went any further.

That tree is where we chose to bury his beautiful, 70+ pound body. For the past four years, we'd been unable to even dig a whole big enough to bury one of the field-rats he'd caught over the years. My husband, William or Will in R-R, hit only one rock, which became the marker for Dukey's burial-site.

The accident, the trauma, the burial, the grieving, the healing, the awareness of music playing at uncanny moments; more life; then a five or six year prayer, of mine, is absolutely, precisely answered 12 days after my requested time (our daughter graduating from high school). We now have 45 days to move.

Our daughter decides to move to Florida to live with her brother, so she can begin to live her life her way. Such a bitter-sweet time for a parent.

This leads to a move to the only place that will allow us with our new dog: a great little bungalow on top of a knoll over looking this incredible property, with several others living there. There is a waterfall where ancient Hawaiians had planted mango trees for shade and fruit. We meet a string of folks who each directly play a significant role in our future and the events to follow.

We eventually take the opportunity to care-take a 63-acre peninsula further into the rainforest on Maui. Three of our new friends each play a very significant role in why we get this opportunity they didn't want. One of the friends was a temporary resident visiting from California. Before he returned his friend and owner of the peninsula, had allowed him to spend a night there.

This friend had told my husband and I that we better be compatible or this incredible property will separate us. I NEVER believed that would happen. This friend also had a TBI when he was 15 and I now am a firm-believer our heart-intelligence speaks loudly when we are in-tune with our inner-self.

On this awesome property I wake up with a clear memory of a dream I had. I hadn't been aware of a dream for as long as I could remember. I had enough details to check out in a couple books our new friend had given me weeks earlier. The interpretation I came up with was: there is a need within me to transform my material world (that exists independently of my human activities). Certainly my understanding of life then isn't what it is now.


Also forecast: I'd face setbacks and struggles before improvement. ALL of this came to be, because I'd begun to wake-up even further to things I'd never have discovered otherwise. In retrospect, would I have handled things differently? Of course, hindsight is 20/20, but I wouldn't be where I am (with everlasting happiness) now.

So now I want others aware of their-own hindsight before it's hindsight when it pertains to their spirit.


It honestly begins with awareness of who we are. Because this is where our spirit knows us better than we may realize ourselves. And when we go through our life unaware of ourselves, as a part of the collective-consciousness of our planet, we will have immense challenges understanding our purpose or role. 

Without a doubt we will feel more stress and we may waste valuable "time" attempting to choose our life rather than living the life we have.

It's in the choosing where spirit has to defer to our free-will. Does this make sense to you?

I believe I should end here. We'll see ~

Always ~ LL

Saturday, June 21, 2014

SMILE use of words ~

Good-morning and happy-summer. My use of hyphens may appear obsessive, to some, yet it makes logical-sense to our way of thinking and writing, and I'm sure it won't matter soon-enough. Enjoy ~

We (AisC) are more than pleased with the number of pages viewed in the past seven days; we hit significantly more than the first 18 months ever saw in a total month; let-alone a week. 

Our commitment is to the needs of readers' curiosity, insights, or willingness to share (even questionable) supporting-evidence. As we realize the genetics-of-man is evolving VERY dangerously for the balance of all-life.

   (We'll include the following quote now and again) ~

Watch your thoughts; they become your words. Watch your words; they become your actions. Watch your actions; they become your habits. Watch your habits; they become your character. Watch your character; it becomes your destiny. ~ Frank Outlaw

* heart-intelligence: a Canadian doctor first wrote, in mainstream medical journals, in 1983 about his "discovery" of verifiable evidence of the heart-muscle's own-unique intelligence-system.
* law-of-attraction: as unavoidable as gravity; it is the magnetic energy within our spirit that attracts like-energy (compliments so to speak).
* taking our-self too seriously: this is very tricky. It's believing what we're doing or saying is SO critically important (to all life?) that everyone should pay attention and do as we're instructing or suggesting (as if we are the "almighty OZ" (understanding through the Wizard of Oz). Scientists believing they can manipulate the weather, food (for a tiny example friends) . .
* magic-in-life: defies human, surface-logic; appears as timing not within our control (it happens when our spirit is ready for what we need (even to enjoy more), or co-incidence (beyond, or deeper than, just our conscious thoughts and actions)
* faith: believing everything is going to happen exactly as it's going to anyway (result of all existing energy of our evolution (within our atmosphere anyway).
* nature-spirit: the silent-wisdom running through every living thing.
* life-purpose-flow: this is what our spirit enters when we feel enthusiasm with actions to follow in the positive energy of creation.
* collective-consciousness: the individual-consciousness (of all life on earth) energetically and unfathomably blended into ONE, whether in disharmony or gentle flow. 
* forgiveness-of-self: deeply forgive your-self for having ever being less-than what we want to see from anyone, or for believing: "I'm entitled to more in life".
* awareness-of-awareness: a sort of "aa-haa-moment" as you see deeper.
* "highest-good-for-all": what enables harmony in this intricate balance of all life and its purpose for being here.
* feeling-sorry-for-yourself: you're heart is most-likely closed to possibilities (you will not see) because of personal-resistance to what-is.
* mirror-phenomenon: actually holding a mirror facing a mirror enables us to see an apparent infinity of mirrors (as seen as the depth of a tunnel of mirrors).
* ego-perspective: an attitude of separation of self from all, because "I'm this or that and you're not", or whatever . .  
* silent-wisdom: the stillness within us that is I believe our subconscious 
* FEAR: False-Evidence-Appearing-Real (this is not mine)
* OO-ILE: Our-Own-Individual-Life-Experience
* 10-trauma or 10-drama: a life-changing-experience
* FILE: Flow-individual-life-experience
* DbA or Dba: death-bed-awareness 
* SLAP: Silence (opportunity to realize our ways), Love (for self), Acceptance (of self), Patience (with self)
* TRAIL: Truly-Realized-Awareness(of our)-Individual-Life. Look at it as the trail we follow when we're in the life-purpose flow (see above)
*SEE: Self-Effaceing-Ecstacy
* OWL: One-With-Life
* IALY: my written salutation to special-family; "I'll Always Love You"

Always ~ LL

Friday, June 20, 2014

~ S.M.I.L.E. # 1 ~

Thanks for joining us (along with me, myself, and I) during our planetary-solstice return. My favorite greeting is "Good-Morning", because anything else sounds odd, to me, for one-thing. And we (nature and "me") are coincided in ways deeper than conscious-understanding.

~ So "Good-Morning" ~

Being aware, through silent-observation (zero mental-anything), will become second-nature as the void behind mental-noise is filled with the stillness of who you are ~ remembering, this is not anything tangible. 

So be your own best friend as we become a great way to start youR day. The deeper your personal-awareness reaches, a deepening ability to communicate is the icing on the cake, so to speak ~ ha ha 

Ever be curious about the road-less-traveled?

Who are WE?!?


Faith is where discipline and belief meet, in my opinion. This concept is always deeper than we presently think we know ~ which is SO encouraging since . .

We continue to rape&pillage,
Far worse than lower-animal-behavior.
We continue to decorate our~selves with falsely-perceived-status.
Or we take medication to keep us exactly where we are.
We don't hear our higher-wisdom within.
Our people of our past "said", 
"We need to realize the power-behind-life". 
But we never have,
. . and now we're afraid 
                                    ~ LL

And here we are again ~

What do you think? Yes, let's hear it ~

The tide in this flow-in-life has swelled to a tsunami about to take us out. Time is an illusion, so don't think in terms of a planet-being.

People need each other, all of us do. Of course there's always the exception to the rule, and that's okay because that's the way it is! We are evolving. Lets do it better ~ yea?

Do we all want to survive with awareness of what this life-experience is truly about? Humans have come and gone through-out the centuries who have done everything in their power to wake-humans-up to the abilities we have far beyond anything we've ever discovered.

Do we need to break-away again? 

With all the fire-power and herding capabilities law-enforcement has now; I'm going to have faith our universe-family to save our planet-earth.

In my opinion, humans better get with the program, or we don't deserve to survive. Why let this happen for our childrens'-children; the future of every-single living-thing, working in balance with nature the animals which have suffered, because of every-one of us (collective-consciousness knows no bounds in the ethers).

Let's get more input from readers: questions or wisdom, keep crap where it belongs please.

What would you like me to to focus on in SMILE? We'll work as one here ~

Worst case, write what you want in the area below or send an email, with SMILE as the subject, to: jaw.on.the.river@gmail.com

This blog is written and published by Awareness-IS-Curative, and our new edition is S.M.I.L.E. We are all the contributors,  so let us know what you want to read and we'll go from there.

 Always ~ LL

Thursday, June 19, 2014

~ Tomorrow is a Big-Day ~

Another benefit of reading this in growing numbers . .

Our sense of ONE will come-about with the deepest knowing of truth. I don't know how to word it, but you will know it when you get there.

Another mass movement is forming by reading here. Understanding-better each and every forth-coming awareness of our-own will become a stronger collective consciousness.

We're shooting for a major shift in our genes for human-evolution ~

  ~ If we really care enough to do something most effective ~

We'll care enough to "clean" our own genes of shit (see earlier countdown post), so our species will be more-clear on our-ultimate-role on this planet of unique use&wonder. 

But we're not just about that; it's about seeing our~self ~

Always ~ LL

Wednesday, June 18, 2014

~ TWO ~

When, and after, we read this, we feel rejuvenated for OO~ILE (Our-Own-Individual-Life-Experience). We each experience (or proscess) OO-ILE (with our minds) from a different slant or illusion. This is the way it IS, yet we are ONE-SPECIES. 

We behaves like separate individuals, I believe simply because of perceived brain-power. Why are humans fighting for survival and well-being?

We need to gather together in spirit. And when we read and write here, it is done in spirit.

~ One-day, something may hit a self-effacing cord, within-you, as nicely as a harp-string, and you will feel awakened.

Always ~ LL