Monday, June 23, 2014

~ S.M.I.L.E. #2 ~

Magic-in-life occurs everywhere; just like the thousands of lightening-strikes  occurring simultaneously somewhere, at all times, scattered over our planet.

The magic we can become aware of is happening relative to OO-ILE. Why would I say that? Because we each have our energy-field in which our subconscious-self picks-ups, or SEE's that which is meant for us to witness.

Let me begin with an example that began my final trek along my path that had yet to become my TRAIL (truly-realized-awareness-in-life). I go into far more detail in "Raven-Ravine". I'd been gliding alone in a life I assumed I'd live for the remainder of my days.

My second-husband, my daughter, and I got our first dog as a rescued puppy. He brought immense enjoyment to our lives, and became, what I later saw as the catalyst for a series of life-changing events compounded one-after-another. This dog had to be euthanized after an unbelievable string of coincidences.

Two weeks prior to "the accident", this dog, Dukey, had altered the walking path we'd worn around around 18 acres of property we rented. I followed him and he went to a tree and started casually digging a hole. We'd walk that way everyday and spend time sitting and "just-being". Dukey and I even had the immense pleasure of sleeping under the stars, moon, and that tree before life went any further.

That tree is where we chose to bury his beautiful, 70+ pound body. For the past four years, we'd been unable to even dig a whole big enough to bury one of the field-rats he'd caught over the years. My husband, William or Will in R-R, hit only one rock, which became the marker for Dukey's burial-site.

The accident, the trauma, the burial, the grieving, the healing, the awareness of music playing at uncanny moments; more life; then a five or six year prayer, of mine, is absolutely, precisely answered 12 days after my requested time (our daughter graduating from high school). We now have 45 days to move.

Our daughter decides to move to Florida to live with her brother, so she can begin to live her life her way. Such a bitter-sweet time for a parent.

This leads to a move to the only place that will allow us with our new dog: a great little bungalow on top of a knoll over looking this incredible property, with several others living there. There is a waterfall where ancient Hawaiians had planted mango trees for shade and fruit. We meet a string of folks who each directly play a significant role in our future and the events to follow.

We eventually take the opportunity to care-take a 63-acre peninsula further into the rainforest on Maui. Three of our new friends each play a very significant role in why we get this opportunity they didn't want. One of the friends was a temporary resident visiting from California. Before he returned his friend and owner of the peninsula, had allowed him to spend a night there.

This friend had told my husband and I that we better be compatible or this incredible property will separate us. I NEVER believed that would happen. This friend also had a TBI when he was 15 and I now am a firm-believer our heart-intelligence speaks loudly when we are in-tune with our inner-self.

On this awesome property I wake up with a clear memory of a dream I had. I hadn't been aware of a dream for as long as I could remember. I had enough details to check out in a couple books our new friend had given me weeks earlier. The interpretation I came up with was: there is a need within me to transform my material world (that exists independently of my human activities). Certainly my understanding of life then isn't what it is now.


Also forecast: I'd face setbacks and struggles before improvement. ALL of this came to be, because I'd begun to wake-up even further to things I'd never have discovered otherwise. In retrospect, would I have handled things differently? Of course, hindsight is 20/20, but I wouldn't be where I am (with everlasting happiness) now.

So now I want others aware of their-own hindsight before it's hindsight when it pertains to their spirit.


It honestly begins with awareness of who we are. Because this is where our spirit knows us better than we may realize ourselves. And when we go through our life unaware of ourselves, as a part of the collective-consciousness of our planet, we will have immense challenges understanding our purpose or role. 

Without a doubt we will feel more stress and we may waste valuable "time" attempting to choose our life rather than living the life we have.

It's in the choosing where spirit has to defer to our free-will. Does this make sense to you?

I believe I should end here. We'll see ~

Always ~ LL

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