What is real ~

Will I go overboard writing here? A possibility since I've already got more to say and hardly any time has passed since I posted last.

I've always believed democrats want what's best for the whole, and republicans are more concerned with personal gain. Honestly, I don't know how "they" have been eliminating any mention of "God" from everything. Who exactly are "they"? I remember being in early elementary school when "morning prayer" was eliminated. 

As much as I finally believe I understand my father's resistance to his children being brought up with a belief in "God", I'm now left with the intention to find out why supposedly conservatives (Republicans?) are all about "God". My parents have always been about equality, and helping the unfortunate. My mother has always believed in God and is a "democrat", and my father a non-believing "democrat". They also split decades ago.

Is partial information a "Christians" only way to express their grief and beliefs? I'm beginning to wonder. Perhaps what looks good on the internet is passed along as total fact and it sets minds like mine into turmoil. I wanted to applaud Oklahoma for standing up for their belief that a major goodness has been taken from the United States moral code.

And I believe, just as strongly, that Christians are spouting "religion" not the power within all living things. This makes me upset, but I have to choose my battles.  It's so difficult for me to follow politics even though my parents are avid followers. I guess I began to feel it's so corrupt why bother; although, growing up we went to all kinds of protest marches. I remember seeing the Washington Monument one huge demonstration back in the 60's.

I believe in sovereignty for states. I would love to see this happen on a large scale. I believe this is the only way for Americans to save this country from what appears to be the Federal Government.. Yes, our "founding fathers" wrote a constitution and a Bill of Rights. Yes, the road to hell is paved with good intentions. Who are "the bad buys" here? It really is so involved. 

I believe this whole "God" thing is at the core. The power of good within mankind is really what "they" are evolving out of us. Scarey, but true I think. But the "church" can't ~ they too are probably very corrupt even though they hide behind "religion". Government let corruption seep in and overtake good intentions.

When will mankind remember we're all just a tiny spec in the whole energy force of life, and that we're here for evolution of goodness, nothing more, nothing less. Honestly, we're all equal in worth. It takes all kinds to make it all work. That seems to be a good enough reason why some are this and some are that.

And if we're aware of areas we need to improve in our "selves", and that's the only real control we have, just "doing it" seems pretty logical.

And awareness is curative! Always ~ LL